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Nothing much but that idea that this thing is still in use...
I didn't think xanga STILL existed ... but then I don't truly see why not
I thought I should start writing in this thing, since my sister says I've become emotionless..
WOW.. Thats just sounds like a problem all wrapped up in a bottle.. I don't know..
and if I did should I care?
Well, this is to a summer that shouldn't be forgotten... Or misused...
This is my words, my story, my life....
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| The world is still around me, but sometimes the world I know or atleast thought I knew isn't real... I feel like I should be somewhere else. I know i have a lot of choices and I feel like houston isnt' the one. I don't know but i need to know... What is up with that? I'm gonna have to get my road map out and read it from prologue to exodus... till the revelation is clear!!! Florida, Iraq, Houston, San Antonio, Utah.... UofH, Military, Best Buy, MMI? Who better to ask then my father!!!
So the music is getting hard to control and the reading of the word is getting easier..Two and a half more weeks!!!
Im almost 21... still no big ideas... Maybe a dinner or something... I'm not even taking off that day!!! WOW.. look at me!!! HAHA
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| So far so good.... but i feel like a crack addict. When i hear a secular song , I jump and my hears and feet move toward the beat, I find myself dancing at work when I'm with a customer to a song! I hope my manager doesn't see me!! Or as not seen me!! It's bad, i know the music is everything to me, BUT DANG brotha is going crazy trying to keep from listen to it! Is this normal? Is this what it means to do the cold feet method of quitting? IDK..... wow
Looking at some cars today and for the next 2 weeks before my second paycheck...
I wish i could find that jetta like i did yesterday, 4000 for a 99 jetta excellent body condition, i couldn't get the inside because it was well tinted and the owner wasn't around. DUDE DIDN'T EVEN LEAVE A NUMBER!!! DANG!!
I wanted that jetta sooo bad... i could tell it was a stick...
Well thats the only thing i have to say bout that....
I'm going to be looking for a car that has an excellent motor, excellent shape interior and exterior!! I know i can find one for a good price and i wont take no for an answer!!
PPL of Texas.. Beware the goodyear racer is here!!! I'm going to buy a new pair of goodyear addias to go with the car!!! Since, goodyear shoes are racing shoes!!!
-Ayuba
ps... MOTI RANDI MATLAS!!!
HAHAHA.. i like saying that!!!
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| So today I have been challenged by one of my favorite sisters (1of2)..
THE TERMS
$100
2 Things
1 month
New Beginning to a PRICELESS life!!
THE CHALLENGE
1 month of Christian music only and atleast a bible verse a day...
I can do the bible verse cuz i "usual" read a chapter a day...
HOWEVER... its only day one and im SOOOO tempted to rock out with some techno jam plus i have some mixes i havn't heard yet.....
I've known how much I listen to music BUT dang... it feels like im not getting my fix LITERAL I've never feel this way before.
I'm going to try and write in here everyday from 21st of Feb to 21 of Mar.(my b-day)
Hooha
ps... Sometimes you have to wipe the lenses clean and see the true person....
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| I dont know what it means but my cousin says it all the time...
So I'm on here again, didn't think i would, its happening.
And I have too much too little to say.... I guess I'm just here and thats all.... Too much has happened to write it down and too much has prior history that is needed to get the context of the now, only leading to the confusion of the future... understand ppl?
Well, I thought this would be interesting so check this out about the new plans of verzion and att!!
-Ayuba
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